Thursday, April 22, 2010

NO MUST


there are certain things you never ever file like start doing, you feel terrible to do it, and the worst part, that it is not a must to do, live goes on with out making it. it is only up to you to do it or not. It is not like your job, what u can't skip (maximum 2-3days), or doing the dishes you can survive few days with out it, but after a week you find out you better do it. Getting the old audiotapes categorized is one of the thing you never want to start doing, because it is just messy. I have all my fathers audiotapes too plus mine, i know it is an old stuff and nobody uses today, and it is a also bad technique (unlike old disks), but i just cant let them go. So one sunday when i still felt dizzy from the wine from the day before, i have set down and started to categorize the tapes. what a mess, what a long and hopeless bottle, i had no chance to win, but as i was looking at the tapes listened to them, i had discovered many many memories. I felt child again as i listened same old story tape, the other tape had same hand writings from my father, reminded me as he was recording the songs from the radio, or he got same cable and coped the tape. before calling the police, in that time there were no other choice to get those music. so at the end it turned out to be fun to organize the tapes and also at the end i have realized that 2 weeks wouldn't be enaught to finish up this so at the end i just put them back to the box. I am sure i will feel one day dizzy enaught again to get the tapes and start put them in order, and i am sure i will find my G&R tape, witch will bring good memories back again.

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